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I wondered if you could hear my heart in your sleep, Recognize the smell of my skin in your dreams, Touch my lips when you wake up, And whisper in my ears while I sleep. I pondered all that as you fell asleep to my heartbeat, Breathing softly on my chest with one of your hands still feeling me. And when I wake up it was your lips, Or maybe it's all just a dream. But when I declared "I love you", I could feel your lips at my ear, Whispering the sweet melody, Of everything I ever wanted to hear.

#01 – Motion The motion of Yukina's hand as he draws is hypnotizing to Kisa, until he realizes that Yukina is drawing him- then he scowls and pulls the covers over his head. #02 – Cool Surely, Kisa thinks as he watches Yukina dazzle more customers into buying the new shojo titles, Yukina was one of the popular kids at school. #03 – Young At thirty, Kisa wonders why Yukina, a healthy twenty-one-year-old, wants to be with him, until Yukina smiles at him as they walk down the street or from across the table at their usual café; then he inevitably decides to just go with it. #04 – Last Yukina is, as Kisa realized a

i can deal with it tick its getting harder tick tock im getting dizzy tick tock tick constant pain tick tock tick tock the worst pain tick tock tick tock tick maybe dad will notice tick tock tick tock tick tock dad, please, notice the weight i have lost tick tock tick tock tick tock tick... in the hospital again tubes feeding me headaches sear my brain my stomach screams for more food dad laughs 'I guess two was not a lucky number for you'